This is a song, not to cry
But to say goodbye.
I know that your not worth the pain
But my heart thinks differently
So this is a song
I didn't write it for you.
But for me.
Maybe today is the day
That my heart will give me peace
Maybe tonight is the night
That I'll be able to dream
Without my heart breaking
For the thousandth time.
When I awaken.
This is a song, not to beg
But to wave goodbye.
I've learnt to not care when I look at your face
But the scars still remain
So this is a song
Not about how much I need you
But how much I don't.
So please just leave.
Find another broken shell to haunt.
Can't you see how you destr
Everything I'll Never Say by Morris-Major, literature
Literature
Everything I'll Never Say
It started with a kiss.
Or was that a lie too?
A task that had to be done
To ensure that you felt love
And every time you held me
And told me I meant the world
I should have know better
Than to believe these empty words
You whispered "I love you"
As you slid the knife between my ribs.
Wounded my pride, punctured my heart
And then watched the blood flow.
With smiling eyes.
And gilded lies.
I won't be fooled again
By someone like you
Have you no shame at all?
Or cant you even feel?
You whispered "I love you"
As you slid the knife between my ribs.
Wounded my pride, punctured my heart
And then watched the blood flow.
With sm
Remember the nights spent
Under the stars
the back seat of your car
And we told each other it would never end.
Remember the lights
Of the streetlamp that glared
Doubled up laughing again
We couldnt know that so soon it would end.
And I made my fair share of mistakes
But you did too...
And if I could go back, and fix what we'd made
I dont know if I would.
Cause I'm no good at loving you.
And I'll try my best to smile, but the hurt behind my eyes
Is harder to hide.
And I'll try my best to smile, so you could never know
That I'm dying just a little inside.
And I made my fair share of mistakes
But you did too...
And if I could
So here I go,
Another chance thrown away, another heart left to break.
I'm feeling cold
I cant look at your face, as my hands start to shake.
This is my truth
And I cant help if it hurts you.
But this is my truth,
And it won't be denied.
This is my truth
I just dont know how to love you
This is my truth.
I'm feeling sick,
Throw myself off the edge, into darkness again.
Away from your eyes,
That tear me to shreds, now the guilt's setting in.
This is my truth
and I cant help if it hurts you
But this is my truth,
and it won't be denied
This is my truth
I just dont know how to love you
This is my truth
I cant explain,
W
A Darker Shade of Gray. by Morris-Major, literature
Literature
A Darker Shade of Gray.
Black then white,
I love you on a good day.
Fire then ice,
You can't force me to stay.
You became the air I breathed,
No wonder you ended up choking me.
A cog gone wrong in my defective mind...
This isn't your fault.
I shouldn't have let this go so far,
And love isn't supposed to be this hard.
Like a bird in a cage I need to be free
This isn't your fault.
Black then white,
I love you on a good day.
Fire then ice,
You can't force me to stay.
I can't take this,
Too broken to try, too blind to see.
I can't take this,
What the hell is wrong with me?
Cold and empty when you offered your help,
Filled myself up using somebody el
boy meets girl, thats a safe start
and yet another broken heart.
So turn it up and start to scream,
of a love we know could never be
So this is the love you always craved?
addicted to the love he gave.
but this is the best part of the story,
you're in the height of Peace, of glory
yeah, love gone wrong, another song
i know you want to sing along,
because all your hurt and all your pain
I play on this guitar
The plot gets thicker here you see,
Your romance turned to tradgedy,
The boy who said he's yours to keep,
has left you cold in waters deep
yeah, love gone wrong, another song
i know you want to sing along,
because all you
She barely makes it home, remembering
what is waiting for her.
Her tear-blurred eyes adjust to the light
of another empty room, another lonely night
The fireplace seems too cold now,
without his smile.
And the only warmth she feels is from the memories,
faded nights, his arms held tight, two close bodies
So how must her life go on?
the world has forsaken her, her one love taken from her
Why should she be strong?
Her one love watching from the stars.
Yet through the nights dreaming, he was there
A night phantom
She could have sworn she felt his lips
Touching her mouth, her neck, her hips
So how must her life go on?
the world h
I catch a glimpse of my reflection in a window and my heart sinks. Why should I even ask? As if
I flinch as I see what stares back at me. Hideous skin, ugly face, heavy.
I wish I was pretty.
One of girls who get to be happy. No-ones embarrassed to stand next to them. They dont have to hide themselves
I sit alone, surrounded by friends. It feels so strange. Pull out a smile, make a joke. Its all good. I suppress myself. Cant tell
Then I lose control. Feel it build up inside. I begin to think I have a chance. Only to have my heart once again ripped out and crushed as I realise the stupidity of my
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